dependence

Emotions toy with me everyday. I find myself paranoid by the simplest things i conjure into huge misunderstandings. For me, it is my interaction with people. Face to face, Im normal, quirky, witty, funny, stupid, whatever you want to describe me as. However when i go to my cell phone to cheat and talk sans emotions, it seems that emotion and paranoia seem to creep in. I can make a text from someone into something it isn’t meant to be. I read too deeply in between the lines and over analyze the things that are meant as nothing. The emotions and effect of intonation and inflection are always lost in translation via texting.

This scares me.

and I’m addicted.