What do you WANT the truth to be?  Do you want the truth to be, no God, and this one life is it?  Or..do you want the truth to be that there is a God, or something that harbors the knowledge of everything, an energy, something like the energy in our heads (not the description or God in all the religions you guys love so much).  Something that can allow you to love unconditionally (Heaven in real life)?  Something that allows you to take  control and steer the wheel.  Something that allows you to live forever and knows your true life?  Even if you don't believe God is true would you hope for that?  Honestly do you not want to live forever?  Do you want it to be proven that there is no God?  I know you know I'm just trying to get you to say, you hope there is a God.