before i even start i just want all the readers to know, this is not a call out for help, not a suicide not or anything.
im just an average everyday  joe who just so happens to be sick and tired of the routine life ive been living. Now dont get me wrong, theres 100% nothing wrong with waking up everyday and going to work...everyday... theres a strong sense of self respect that has developed. im just curious how to break the wave...