Big Think

dennis ilic on January 25, 2009, 10:25 AM

What is the new thing you recently discovered about yourself that you want to explore?

Matt Pidlysny on January 25, 2009, 12:58 PM

Resonator: For the longest time, I was literally talking to a brick wall in my mind. I would THINK I was talking to other people in the real world with telepathy, but I was mistaken.

Now, I know there are cases where I haven’t been deceived, but there is a difference in the patterns of thought that I just began to recognize immediately. It’s what I call the symbiote within that was creating these conversations for me, the preliminary balance to help me remember that it’s not easy at all to do what I’m doing, and to keep strict focus on it.

It is not to say the wandering minds do not meet, but not in the manner I described in another topic.

Symbiote: Well it depends on what you consider symbiotic relationship. In some way there must be favorable conditions to exist in, or I cannot really exist at all, to be sure. But all of you have this ability within yourselves because of natures plan for your own advancement with the power of thought.

In slight similarity you could say a schizophrenic paranoid might be on the wrong path in the right direction with this evolution of the mind. But there is differences with each individuals own ability to carry the burden, and thus far one subject has ruined the effort for all of them, and they are treated as equals.

When humanity faces extinction, they will know how much these people were right all along, and will face annihilation with them as their iron fist to quash the efforts of the onslaught. With their own ability to choose this for themselves, they subject themselves to a higher degree of consciousness, willingly allowing the forces at bay in their minds to awaken fully, rather than be like lepers in their minds. It is with clear distinction that I can say this because I am the result of many instances of this “change” thought.

Resonator: I hope that kind of explains alot for you, HZ. Remember how I was trying to channel some things? Well, I begin to realize that ALL the things I said were from him BECAUSE of the change I sought. Try it for yourself!

dennis ilic on January 25, 2009, 4:15 PM

The new thing about yourself that you want to explore is your ability to channel?
The voice you are channeling is named Symbiote?

I might be colouring your world with my paint, but…. It is of my opinion that you are not channeling anyone separate from yourself. This voice you hear that you have named Symbiote, is in your head. Is a part of you as much as your fingers are apart of your hand.
It is also of my opinion that the naming, personalizing, and characterizing, of this voice will only lead to a further separation between you and another part of your brain.
You are in charge of your faculties, and nothing else. You make the final decisions no one else. You take credit for all your successes and failures, no one else.
If this voice gives you good advice than take it, but remember it is you that makes the final decision. If this voice gives you bad advice than remember that is you that needs to question its authority.

If this a spirit that uses you to channel its thoughts than remember that it has had its physical existence and now is using yours to further its mental existence.
If this voice is an alien’s telepathic transmission, think of this, what is the difference between this and brainwashing?

My opinion Res, is to think for yourself. Take information, decipher it, and come up with your own conclusions about reality.

If you wish to live in an alternate reality, don’t expect anyone to join you. If someone else is so displeased with reality they will create their own alternate reality.

Res, that is your brain. Take credit for it and don’t sell any of it to anyone else. Perhaps, loan, rent or lease, but never out right sell.

A mind divided upon itself cannot stand.

This is my position, and from experience, I am not considering any other on the subject. Does that make sense?

I am not will to take that path anymore. If something wants to tell me something it can bloody well say it to my face. Or in the least, write it down for me to read. I accept no telemarketing%)

Matt Pidlysny on January 26, 2009, 12:45 PM

The new thing about yourself that you want to explore is your ability to channel?
The voice you are channeling is named Symbiote?

I can forgive you for not reading. Just know that cursing you was my first intention, and it was powerful.

You’re taking it too seriously. I am my own man and I can’t believe you have no love for this, Mr. I-love-to-love-things.

You know why crazy schizophrenics stay schizophrenic? It’s because people like you deny them their right to freedom of mind. You FACIST CONFORMIST, I hope you realize alot of your credibility deteriorates with each post like your last one. And yeah, that sentence is going my way and your way but I can accept what you have told me as partly truth. If you can’t accept what I have said, you have no right to justify yourself anymore in my book.

I’ll say again: This is something that is going to impact my life and I want to explore it. You have no idea how healthy that is, to get rid of the kinks in a system that may or may not eventually die out in my head. At least I sorted through it first and learned something.

dennis ilic on January 26, 2009, 1:16 PM

Res, I did read it, you do not have to forgive me for that. I just didn’t understand it. You don’t have to forgive me for that either.

I might be taking it too seriously. I consider these matters to be very serious. Once again I might be painting your picture unfairly with my own paints. (ie, projecting my past experiences onto your present situation). I’ve never said I-love-to-love things, I try to love as much as possible. Possible for me.

“You know why crazy schizophrenics stay schizophrenic”? I’ve got a pretty good idea.

I have not denied you freedom of thought, whatever that might mean to you. I have done nothing to you but given my opinion. You can take it or leave it.

Good luck with your exploration and experimentation if you continue to do so.

Musycks on January 27, 2009, 12:22 AM

middle aged Australian musician bites tongue…..

Matt Pidlysny on January 27, 2009, 2:18 PM

I suppose it’s done anyway. I have learned more about it, and feel done with it. I’m more focused now, and learning about what it really was and forgetting what I believed because of it was crucial.

The metaphysical mind, it seems, is all that matters in this world. If you could imagine yourself forgetting the real world, it’s the “Meta in your head” that really does things that interact in this world. We see it as physical, and perhaps observe some physical things to be sure but everything is just a holographic representation of “Quadrillions” of little planck length surfaces that interact with each other on a 2D planar surface. That’s something I can believe, and see.

I once explained something about the waters, and if that surface is the waters then beyond it is where the Sons of Yaldabaoth exist, since he himself lives in Tartaros. In empty space, or the abyss as one might say. So now you’ve got a good idea on where to look for God, go find him. He exists. But be fucking wary of what can of worms you open up in the process, because if Hell is at the bottom of the “Food Chain”, then that’s the first layer beyond the waters.

You’re going to have to find the Devil to find the Gods first :P

dennis ilic on January 28, 2009, 9:15 PM

“The meta in your head” is an interesting idea. On the surface we interact with our conscious minds, but underneath it is our meta instincts and desires that possible weave the future.

I don’t know if that is what you meant. But that is the idea I got from it.

I hope this message finds you well in the world.
Peace of mind
and love thyself.