I think of Heaven as in just being happy. but it scares me to think that I could be happy without what I have now. I dont want to be happy without the people I have now. like if your best friend goes to Hell. How could you be happy without them in Heaven with you. I wouldnt want to be happy without them. How could you be happy when people are still on Earth suffering? Its like when people say "im proud of what i have" Its like in Heaven you would say "im proud of what i dont have"