You being able to read this and form an opinion on this is a miracle in itself.
I eventually formed an opinion on reading other peoples ideas and comments that made me want to quit posting and reading others posts on this website indefinately. Fortunately I came to and realized that I couldn't isolate myself from you guys, I also read some posts and saw that you guys couldn't stop talking about me. I combined those two and decided to participate in these forums yet again.
Love and truth to you all, never stop searching. I apologize to you all if I ever made you feel uncomfortable or have any negative feelings towards anything, I hope you can forgive me as I have forgiven you.